"When it was happening the second time, I was fucking pissed , I had been backstabbed when i could've been told not to and i would've chilled out, so i was fully onboard with the gang Avenging Me & Rizo. Hell I even Shot ideas in the way. All I'm asking is to not be permabanned ."
Too little too late. You, after being banned for metagaming and plotting pks in a discord group chat, then proceeded to start plotting again. Literally no sense of self reflection, no remorse for your actions.
You don't belong here.