Your Character or Steam Name: eagrinder
Your SteamID (Click to retrieve): 76561198853162579
Your Discord ID#:2271
Reason for ban: NITRP Extended for Global Rule 8
Length of ban: permanent
Reason for appeal (dispute/apology): I am writing this appeal to sincerely apologize and take full responsibility for my actions. After reflecting on everything that happened, i can honestly say that i handled the situation extremely poorly. For the NITRP incident, i made immature and highly inappropriate roleplay /me´s that are just disgusting and vile that were unrealistic and completely out of place in a serous roleplay environment. At the time, i failed to consider how disruptive and uncomfortable that behavior was for others involved, especially the officers who were trying to roleplay properly. I now understand why my actions were unacceptable, and i am genuinely embarrassed by them.
Regarding global rule 8, after receiving the original 3 day ban, i let anger and frustration completely take over. Instead of accepting the punishment and stepping away to cool off , I reacted impulsively in the discord server by spamming offensive and inappropriate, vile messages that is just nasty and foul. This behavior crossed clear boundaries, violated server rules and discords terms of service, and disrespected the entire community. I fully understand now that i should have taken better responsibility, served the 3 day ban, and reflected instead of escalating the situation.
I also want to sincerely apologize to Toast the moderator who was involved in issuing the ban. The things i said toward him were unacceptable, disrespectful and completely out of line. No staff member deserves to be spoken that way, it was horrid things i said to you toast and i hope u will forgive me. I deeply regret the way i acted and the discomfort and disrespect i caused him.
Additionaly i want to apologize to all the discord members who had to see my dreadful messages and the police officers involved in the NITRP situation whose roleplay i disrupted. My behavior affected more than just me, and i understand now that it had an impact on multiple people in the community.
I am not proud of what i did, right hand to god, and i am not trying to justify any of my terrible and vile actions. This situation was the result of my own immaturity and lack of emotional control, and i take full responsibility for it.
Why should you be unbanned?
I am asking for another chance because i genuinely believe this experience has helped me grow and mature. I´ve had time to reflect on my actions, calm down , and understand the impact my behavior had on staff members, other players, and the wider community. I now realize that how someone responds to rules and consequences is just as important as following them in the first place and i failed to do that at he time.
This situation has taught me an important lesson about emotional control, accountability and respect. I understand now that acting out of anger - especially in public spaces like discord - only causes more harm and damages trust. I If i am I´ve another opportunity i will handle frustration in a calm and respectful way. step away when needed and communicate appropriately rather than reacting impulsively.
I truly value this server and the community around it. I´ve had many positive enjoyable experiences here, and it has been a place where I´ve spent a lot time having fun and engaging in meaningful roleplay situations. Losing access to that community over a moment of poor judgement is something i deeply regret. I am committed to rebuilding trust through consistent, respectful behavior and by following all server and discord rules going forward. I understand that a permanent ban i s serious and i am not asking for immediate trust. I am simply asking for the opportunity to prove- through my actions- that i have learned from this mistake and can be a responsible and respect member of the community of diverge networks again.
I completely understand that the staff may decide to uphold the permanent ban and i respect your decision. If a full unban is not possible at this time, I would be grateful for the opportunity to serve a shorter ban, such as the original 3 days, to demonstrate that i can follow the rule sand return as a responsible member of the community.
Additional Information (images, videos, etc): I do not have any additional evidence to provide. This appeal is not meant to argue or dispute the punishment but to express sincere remorse and personal growth. I fully understand why the ban was issued and am committed to being a respectful, responsible and rule abiding member of diverge networks if u give me one more chance.
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