Ban Appeal EON/ROCKWELL/PAVLOV

[AlexandriaEON]

Your Character or Steam Name: Eon ery Eepy

Your SteamID (Click to retrieve): STEAM_0:1:66764723

Your Discord ID#: 938499223593312336

Reason for ban: Alt Accounts

Length of ban: Permanent

Reason for appeal (dispute/apology): Not using an alt account, I give up and im not going to even try to argue against such strong hatred I face people are eager to support the perma ban as you can see the only comments literally speak about my sexuality not even the topic of the ban, only Drask and one other have posted actual critique or constructive conversation. My boyfriend ran the alt not me, it was my steam account he used as a proxy for my benefit. I told him the consequences of such, and I also lost much care given the mass discrimination I face being unable to play the game as anyone else can as people cannot tolerate someone who likes a different lifestyle than them, and cannot differentiate game from person. Which shows a degree of terminal onlineness that surpasses even mine. And yeah thats me admitting im terminally online, any FTO or grinder on Diverge is terminally online to SOME extent.

So I ask you focus on my boyfriend. My honesty means nothing, my apologies mean nothing, my explanation doesnt. I was involved to the extent of allowing him in and using it for the first day just to get into the factions I desired to be in. I am guilty. yes. Indeed. But the reasoning behind such needs to be made clear, not out of malice but genuine survival on a hostile landscape, where any opprotunity is denied out of grudges and petty dislikes of some of my personality, or a characters actions that dont represent me or who I am as a person. people take this stuff way to heart when one character makes a error, you carry it forever. The fairness in this is about as fair as a modern election. It is BS, I accept I have done wrong. I hope that the primary imbecile that used it and exploited it the most is the one focused on as I wish to make clear, not to distance myself; but the usage of the alt was not my idea. And I had warned him against such. 

Stark comparison to what my appeal was the other day but I wish to prove to others even being honest, truthful and anything wont help.
I use the server to escape life, my service dog recently died, and I have a lot going on. I hope I can continue. But I know I wont be able to, and I am VERY not happy with my boyfriend he couldnt have just simply listened for five seconds and thought, cause none of this would be. 
One things for sure, I am never involving him in another server like this I enjoy ever again. And I am not going to bother explaining past anything cause I dont think it will matter as repeatedly said, nothing does really. Especially when everything is falling apart around you.
 

Why should you be unbanned?: Cause if someone has to make an alt to play the game normally maybe there is  aproblem inherently with the game or things in it.
I never wanted my boyfriend to run an alt but given I was ousted from any bit of normal playthrough, I was left no choice.
I dont care cause you guys dont care to root out hate, admins have told me to kill myself, I know this is a convenient way to get rid of me and this doesnt MATTER if I am sorry or NOT sorry. I am not sorry I had to do what I had to do, but I am sorry to my friends in which I have caught up in my messes, getting them PKed merely for speaking to me.

It doesnt matter what I do, it wont be seen for what it is which is an obscene example of a player who has been shoved to the darkest corners. And forced to make and fake being someone else just so they can be treated normally.

Crazy how much a seven percent pitch in voice makes people see differently.

I dont care to deny, ot accept. I am changing this merely to prove it doesnt matter if im apologetic or not, the decisions will remain. Despite me living and breathing on FTO and I didnt manage things on that, I still get smoked by proxy. And a few other friends have even been smoked just for petty actions from what I have heard.

I would hope people can see light and see the objective fucked up nature it is that people will focus on my orientation, sexuality and more rather than anything ive actually done wrong VS the community.

What harm have I done besides make a few transphobes have someone to target and let their trolling out on?

Additional Information (images, videos, etc): yknow what its fine you all win the hate is clear I wont be a problem even in real life I will fix the problem which is me and my existence as a whole, I have no reason to care or try when all I have cared and tried for is gone and burned up.  I WISH TO MAKE CLEAR I AM NOT JUSTIFYING MY ACTIONS ONLY SAYING MY THINKING AND HIS BEHIND SUCH ACTIONS, I DO NOT ENDORSE OR CONDONE THE ACTS I HAVE DONE. NOR AM JUSTIFYING THEM IN ANY CAPACITY EVEN BEING INVOLVED MINIMALLY VS PROTATO. THANK YOU. AND I HOPE TO BE GIVEN A SINGULAR CHANCE. Thank you for your time and those adding constructive talking to the thread and not just "HERDURRR FEMBOY TRANNY LMAOOOO KYS!!!!" lol (i find alot of the hate endearing that i live rent free in so many minds, thats why I loved policing. I was able to move up in a environment noone wanted me to move upward in.

Edited 1 hour ago by AlexandriaEON
Apologetic VS Spiteful responses, And actual explanation, and hope for actual critique not focus on my sexuality like a few weirdos will below

[Akira]

2 minutes ago, AlexandriaEON said:

Me, my boyfriend and his friend all get BS bans and for what? Cause my boyfriend is my boyfriend? 

[callmereeree]

brother, i dont believe anyone on the staff team gives even an iota of a fuck about your sexual wants....

[Drakarus]

50 minutes ago, AlexandriaEON said:

Your Character or Steam Name: Eon ery Eepy

Your SteamID (Click to retrieve): STEAM_0:1:66764723

Your Discord ID#: 938499223593312336

Reason for ban: Alt Accounts

Length of ban: Permanent

Reason for appeal (dispute/apology): Not using an alt account, I give up and im not going to even try to argue against such strong hatred I face people are eager to perma ban

Why should you be unbanned?: Cause I did nothing wrong? I dont have a alt account? My cop and criminal, steam Eon ery Eepy is not a alt account? I dont care, I know this isnt the reason for the ban, the reason for the ban is the blacklist didnt stop me from making money, friends nad more still supplied, i was still able to enjoy the game, yall had to really move to a perma ban to be the way to remove me from the game. Not even with a good reason. Accept or deny, I dont expect to come back. And atleast my friends may reap the benefits of the hard work we have put in.

Additional Information (images, videos, etc): yknow what its fine you all win the hate is clear 

They have a detection system- what could of happened is sharing accounts etc; I wouldnt result to talking about hate and stuff like that as it was likely not a manual ban. What was your original ban for it likely got extended to perm

 

Graceful, Protato, Eon Ery

 

all accounts your pc had to of connected too or like your ip not sure what they scan for

 

[MrlogicNova]

Went on a rant in FTO chat that ur boyfriend got u banned but u tried to alt twice WHO WAS THE THIRD NIGGA 

[Justfire]

BIG -1 weird femboy ass nigga idk why PD accepted him

[AlexandriaEON]

Changed for apologetic nature to be added in place of spitefulness and to highlight things such as the above comment is the target for getting rid of me not actual crimes VS the community my boyfriend had done. Using a second account I had to get us ahead. 

Yall aint focused on the why yall are just like "weird ass twink femboy lol" obsessive af and yall talk about me rent free, even when permed.

[AlexandriaEON]

On 8/8/2026 at 10:02 PM, Drakarus said:

They have a detection system- what could of happened is sharing accounts etc; I wouldnt result to talking about hate and stuff like that as it was likely not a manual ban. What was your original ban for it likely got extended to perm

 

Graceful, Protato, Eon Ery

 

all accounts your pc had to of connected too or like your ip not sure what they scan for

 

Boyfriend was an idiot using the same VPN for his main account he used for the alt. He got us smoked due to his incompetence. And I had told him what the consequences would be yet he did not care much. So I had little reason to care; as you can see two messages above this, there is literally the reason the ban will  be kept. 

I am hated; my rep is dog crap because people can't separate IC from OOC or OOC from IC, and literally live in that game as their egos and shit.

Crazy. Hopefully I can come back and continue my FTO stuff. But I doubt anything will be seen for what it is. Nor will the question; what harm has this user committed? " be asked.

[KingJewMonaclu]

This is a schizophrenic meltdown mixed with false perceptions of persecution surrounding sexual lifestyle choices

We have many individuals with alternative sexual lifestyles on diverge, most face no harassment or, in your case, randomized one time mentions or jokes about it.

You yourself are just generally an unlikable character, and when people dont like you, they pick what you would be most upset about. In every case of alternative lifestyles, it is the alternative lifestyle. You misread this as them just hating you for your lifestyle, because you're frankly too stupid to realize that its actually just about you and they're just being mean on whatever they think will get under your skin.

 

Perhaps if you weren't cringe, or easily offended, the community would have taken a greater liking to you. Its a little late for that, because you decided to crash out and remake your post into whatever kind of mentally ill meltdown this is.

Maybe we should be reflecting on ourselves as a person, and not needlessly lashing out and making claims of "mass harassment" surrounding one aspect of you, when the problem isnt the aspect its the source.

You could've been a fun player to be around, but instead you chose to be insufferable and weird. Had any of this stuff actually happened, you couldve made a UA ticket and report the harassment. But you've chosen the alternative route of not bringing any issues to the people it needs to get to and then bitching about the environment you're begging to get back into, only when its useful to your goals.

 

We'd hate for you to be forced to play a server where you're "harassed" and people hate your "lifestyle". We hope you find a good home on fivem.

[Logan]

Alot of yap, read barely anything and don't know who you are. You gonna complain about "mass discrimination" on diverge.....like bro the place were everyone is called slurs and every insult under the sun and you are whining about people not liking you. Fuck off if you thought this was some safe space, go fivem that's were you'll truly find some form of little safe space.

[Logan]

Also my g maybe people take the piss outta you cause you have cringe ass shit like "taken by a dorky sweet sharkboy" like this is the Internet just say taken or someshit I've never seen a normal person call their significant other fucking shark boy

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