AlexandriaEON

Boyfriend was an idiot using the same VPN for his main account he used for the alt. He got us smoked due to his incompetence. And I had told him what the consequences would be yet he did not care much. So I had little reason to care; as you can see two messages above this, there is literally the reason the ban will be kept. I am hated; my rep is dog crap because people can't separate IC from OOC or OOC from IC, and literally live in that game as their egos and shit. Crazy. Hopefully I can come back and continue my FTO stuff. But I doubt anything will be seen for what it is. Nor will the question; what harm has this user committed? " be asked.

Changed for apologetic nature to be added in place of spitefulness and to highlight things such as the above comment is the target for getting rid of me not actual crimes VS the community my boyfriend had done. Using a second account I had to get us ahead. Yall aint focused on the why yall are just like "weird ass twink femboy lol" obsessive af and yall talk about me rent free, even when permed.

Your Character or Steam Name: Eon ery Eepy Your SteamID (Click to retrieve): STEAM_0:1:66764723 Your Discord ID#: 938499223593312336 Reason for ban: Alt Accounts Length of ban: Permanent Reason for appeal (dispute/apology): Not using an alt account, I give up and im not going to even try to argue against such strong hatred I face people are eager to support the perma ban as you can see the only comments literally speak about my sexuality not even the topic of the ban, only Drask and one other have posted actual critique or constructive conversation. My boyfriend ran the alt not me, it was my steam account he used as a proxy for my benefit. I told him the consequences of such, and I also lost much care given the mass discrimination I face being unable to play the game as anyone else can as people cannot tolerate someone who likes a different lifestyle than them, and cannot differentiate game from person. Which shows a degree of terminal onlineness that surpasses even mine. And yeah thats me admitting im terminally online, any FTO or grinder on Diverge is terminally online to SOME extent. So I ask you focus on my boyfriend. My honesty means nothing, my apologies mean nothing, my explanation doesnt. I was involved to the extent of allowing him in and using it for the first day just to get into the factions I desired to be in. I am guilty. yes. Indeed. But the reasoning behind such needs to be made clear, not out of malice but genuine survival on a hostile landscape, where any opprotunity is denied out of grudges and petty dislikes of some of my personality, or a characters actions that dont represent me or who I am as a person. people take this stuff way to heart when one character makes a error, you carry it forever. The fairness in this is about as fair as a modern election. It is BS, I accept I have done wrong. I hope that the primary imbecile that used it and exploited it the most is the one focused on as I wish to make clear, not to distance myself; but the usage of the alt was not my idea. And I had warned him against such. Stark comparison to what my appeal was the other day but I wish to prove to others even being honest, truthful and anything wont help. I use the server to escape life, my service dog recently died, and I have a lot going on. I hope I can continue. But I know I wont be able to, and I am VERY not happy with my boyfriend he couldnt have just simply listened for five seconds and thought, cause none of this would be. One things for sure, I am never involving him in another server like this I enjoy ever again. And I am not going to bother explaining past anything cause I dont think it will matter as repeatedly said, nothing does really. Especially when everything is falling apart around you. Why should you be unbanned?: Cause if someone has to make an alt to play the game normally maybe there is aproblem inherently with the game or things in it. I never wanted my boyfriend to run an alt but given I was ousted from any bit of normal playthrough, I was left no choice. I dont care cause you guys dont care to root out hate, admins have told me to kill myself, I know this is a convenient way to get rid of me and this doesnt MATTER if I am sorry or NOT sorry. I am not sorry I had to do what I had to do, but I am sorry to my friends in which I have caught up in my messes, getting them PKed merely for speaking to me. It doesnt matter what I do, it wont be seen for what it is which is an obscene example of a player who has been shoved to the darkest corners. And forced to make and fake being someone else just so they can be treated normally. Crazy how much a seven percent pitch in voice makes people see differently. I dont care to deny, ot accept. I am changing this merely to prove it doesnt matter if im apologetic or not, the decisions will remain. Despite me living and breathing on FTO and I didnt manage things on that, I still get smoked by proxy. And a few other friends have even been smoked just for petty actions from what I have heard. I would hope people can see light and see the objective fucked up nature it is that people will focus on my orientation, sexuality and more rather than anything ive actually done wrong VS the community. What harm have I done besides make a few transphobes have someone to target and let their trolling out on? Additional Information (images, videos, etc): yknow what its fine you all win the hate is clear I wont be a problem even in real life I will fix the problem which is me and my existence as a whole, I have no reason to care or try when all I have cared and tried for is gone and burned up. I WISH TO MAKE CLEAR I AM NOT JUSTIFYING MY ACTIONS ONLY SAYING MY THINKING AND HIS BEHIND SUCH ACTIONS, I DO NOT ENDORSE OR CONDONE THE ACTS I HAVE DONE. NOR AM JUSTIFYING THEM IN ANY CAPACITY EVEN BEING INVOLVED MINIMALLY VS PROTATO. THANK YOU. AND I HOPE TO BE GIVEN A SINGULAR CHANCE. Thank you for your time and those adding constructive talking to the thread and not just "HERDURRR FEMBOY TRANNY LMAOOOO KYS!!!!" lol (i find alot of the hate endearing that i live rent free in so many minds, thats why I loved policing. I was able to move up in a environment noone wanted me to move upward in.

The person who had seen this was under NLR as they were shot and killed. They would not have been able to report such occuring realistically. It does come with risk of PK but not just for bland out suspicion, ive been warned for RDM yall are telling me you suspected wrongdoing basically and a infraction of rules NLR or not had to be dealt with by death? Sure, make that case. But we all know the killing was done for other reasonings.

Name of Character: Alexandria Pavlov Character ID: Unknown cause fuckin dead ask my PKer SteamID: STEAM_0:1:66764723 Your Discord ID#: Eon23 Date of PK: 7/15/26 Reason for PK: Unknown, nothing was known outside of two people in game of high ranking and status of anything I did, this was a revenge hit surely due to Nicole being busted working alongside me which I had nothing to do with. This wasnt a reason to PK and whoever approved this well, good on you atleast Ellis Pavlov has a second wife I guess. Why should you be unPK'd? What server rule or PK rule was violated?: Cause my information I wont speak of openly was metagamed and any grain of a excuse to shoot me was used, I was also promoted within the organization I was in, and I had not done anything to warrant a PK nor snitch or rat in any form that couldve warranted in any manner publicly. If possible please provide video evidence or photo evidence if PK does not follow the guidelines: https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/n7AV3EJydtqUaymCe?invite=cr-MSxkVkosNTE2MTI4NDM4 (I am aware of my discord overlay being visible, dont care. And know this is likely to be denied anyways)