Ban appeal / apology

[monkeymullet]

Your Character or Steam Name: MonkeyMullet
Your SteamID (Click to retrieve):
STEAM_0:1:209919627
Your Discord ID#:
monkeymullet

Reason for ban:
I can no longer remember as this was 2 or 3 years ago roughly. 
Length of ban:
Perma 
Reason for appeal (dispute/apology):
I am submitting this appeal as an honest apology. I take full responsibility and consideration for my actions and how they affected those other players back when it happened.
Why should you be unbanned?
 I am appealing because after almost 3 years, I think, and now going on 20 years old I still look back fondly at this server and catch myself reminiscing on some of the times I had on here. Was genuinely within my top 3 gmod servers oat. Spent night after night keeping my parents up courtesy of this server at one point in time. I understand that the immature younger me was using his experience to have fun- but at the expense of other players and their immersion / playing experience largely at times. I no longer desire to minge as it's a little sad once you've gotten older and the game obviously has more to offer you playing it properly and not just trying to cheese it. Have a lot of free time on my hands currently and would just love to pour some hours into a faction and be within the community once more. Thank you. 
Additional Information (images, videos, etc):
No additional info here, but if there are questions at all I am happy to answer.