Hello, PK'ing admin dude here,
So I was provided with this clip ->https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/kZrd3G9VdEk896FxZ?invite=cr-MSx6RFcsMTcxMDE5MDQ1
Which shows you turning the corner and driving over ur friend and the cop. Idk how you can do it "jokingly" bc you legit said that you were "suicide bombing" and as you said in the sit you did it to save her, so im confused if you did it jokingly or not. I did ask for a second opinion on the clip and we came to the conclusion that when you ran the cop over you put yourself in fearrp, then when you died you died fully. Hopefully that clueded you in on my decision!