What you did was retarded, but from what I've seen, you only ever do retarded behaviour when you were with Oakley again only from what I saw myself. Every time that dumbass was involved, you were doing mad retard behaviour. I don't see it often. I'd say if you got a second chance and you ruined it, then don't come back. From only what I've experienced you are chill and can be productive if not with the retards but I can't speak other those who seen your behaviour from their eyes too