Perma Unban Again Again

[Chief Sosa]

Your Character or Steam Name: Spooky Pyro

Your SteamID (Click to retrieve): STEAM_0:1:69780698

Your Discord ID#: 666780178290311175

Reason for ban: Metagame | Extensive POs

Length of ban: Permanent

Reason for appeal (dispute/apology): Apology

Why should you be unbanned? 

It has now been more than a full year where I have been banned from Diverge and I still think about this server. Diverge has never really left my system and this is due to the amount of time I had invested into it as well as me nearly spending 3 years playing. I have around 4 months playtime and most of my hours on GMOD came from me playing this server. As I stated before, my ban stemmed from the completely unacceptable behavior that a server like this wont tolerate. On my first permanent ban appeal, I was unbanned on the claims of no longer exhibiting the behavior but 6 months later I was re perma banned.

I was mad like anyone else would be but once my appeal got denied by James, I understood. I am not commemorating what I was doing but I will say that I had fun. Regardless I have seen the consequence trough me being perma banned and I can say I regret the metagame which lead to my permanent ban as well as the behavior I showed the server. No matter how little the rule break was it still gave me an unfair advantage and my IC/OOC actions had consequences like when I stalked Bonnano chars, trough what I knew OOCly, and then ratted them to Kosher about them planning a robbery which began the whole Olympus and Commission giga war, that never happened. I have never told anyone about how I got ahold of this information and it was 50/50 metagamed but I only snitched once they said something in game. My reason for snitching was because I knew it would cause some conflict and it in fact did. Not because I wanted Kosher to fight back but only because I wanted a conflict to fight in.

This is not my first perma ban appeal and despite the 1 year that has passed I am still persistent on trying to return to Diverge since gmod is easily on my top 5 of games. Majority servers are the same Dark RP slop aside from a few serious RP servers. Gmod Dark RP servers are so saturated, its depressing trying to find another server that has different roleplay and genuinely can captivate my attention. As I have said before, there is not another server like Diverge and it's gun, law, and roleplay system.  
I do not intend on being as active as I was pre-perma but I want to at least get on from time to time to play so I can experience something different than the hundreds of Dark RP and Clone Wars RP servers there are. At the end of my last appeal Canadian said "Your ban record is quite extensive and I don't feel comfortable with giving you another chance sans conditions". Those conditions were I pay for an unban or I wait longer to remake another appeal. I not only waited the 6 month period but 2 more for a total of 8 months. I am deeply apologetic to harm I caused. I will hold myself for contempt but it has been a full year and I ask may I please receive another chance.
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Edited 21 hours ago by Chief Sosa

[Faith]

2 hours ago, Chief Sosa said:

It has now been more than a full year where I have been banned from Diverge and I still think about this server. Diverge has never really left my system

[ix_crazy_xi]

+1 free this guy bro

[handsome]

+1 seems like a nice guy

[MrlogicNova]

+1 I want the I cant put down the cup tracksuit back in population

[Geo_Zeus]

-1 Dude seems to love to metagame

[Davis]

"I have been banned for 3 or 4 months and I fully comprehend that if I were to do this again UA would re perma ban me"
What did you not understand about getting reperma'd from the first appeal?

[Chief Sosa]

10 minutes ago, Davis said:

"I have been banned for 3 or 4 months and I fully comprehend that if I were to do this again UA would re perma ban me"
What did you not understand about getting reperma'd from the first appeal?

I didn’t not understand anything. Like I said I knew I would get re perma banned if I started doing it again and look were I ended up. When I first got re perma banned I was angry and I didn’t accept the fact that my actions have consequences so my first response may have seemed more accusatory than disputative. 

[mscb1111]

+1, going thru the same typa appeal rn, hope urs gets resolved. 

[Chief Sosa]

30 minutes ago, mscb1111 said:

+1, going thru the same typa appeal rn, hope urs gets resolved. 

[shedletsky]

+1 Dont know ya but seem chill

[Rafy Maverick]

+1

[String]

+1 free up bro