Hello, I am the administrator that banned you.
You seem to have no real interest in the server. You constantly break rules, and never learn from it.
I appreciate you apologizing, and acknowledging the severity of your actions, but RDM on this scale is simply insane, and I'm surprised you haven't been permanently banned yet.
When I brought you to a sit for RDM on your cop character, you instantly deny everything I told you, and decide to RDM the person in the sit once more, making him lose a very valuable item in game, that could not be returned to him, because it was a custom item, making the person in the sit very upset with your actions. You constantly disrupt the RP environment, and seeming to think you can get away with it.
When you do return, I do hope you are better, and I hope you understand you are very close to a permanent ban for your actions.
I will let higher administration decide the verdict on this ban.
Have a good day.