You drag metagame into it like you weren't purposefully lurking in the discord. We had also communicated ic via the voice radio. Plus I had people come up to me ic. Your retiring doesnt matter. The bare facts is that you left 12 days ago, which is in the 2 week window. You are a known name from the family. Your character has too much history and ties back to the Cassano's to even reason you leaving.
I'm not saying people arent allowed to retire. Obviously people can retire. But retiring and leaving the whitelist with no prior communication or talks, is not the same. When push comes to shove, you left, did stupid shit, and got PK'd. Stop bitching and take accountability for the shit you did.