Discord Ban Appeal?

[Seann1]

Your Character or Steam Name: Sean

Your SteamID (Click to retrieve): STEAM_0:1:197964585

Your Discord ID#:sseaann

Reason for ban: Mentally Unstable (I was drunk one night and got banned from the discord, Apparently currently permed from the server),

Length of ban: Permanently, Obviously.

Reason for appeal (dispute/apology): Dispute AND Apology?

Why should you be unbanned? Obviously I shit talked a lot of people during my time in the diverge discord, I think a ban from the discord when I'm completely free to join the server is retarded. Either ban me from both or unban me from one, (I Don't play GMod anymore other than the rare time every couple of weeks/months so not really a sweat either way would just prefer to talk to my friends that are still in Diverge discords) Just genuinely curious what the ban is about other than me being a "drunk retard" because apparently pendred sees it some other way. Edit: I have joined the server twice in the past 4(?) months and was asked to join SOS in the racket war and requested an unban on discord and was permed on the server for it, If this is denied then whatever, just genuinely don't understand what happened in the 4 months I was gone lmfao. I apologize for whatever, just confused, because I never talked to anyone about diverge unless it was in passing lol.

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Edited just now by Seann1

[Santana]

Oh hi sean