Your Character or Steam Name: PlainviewOil
Your SteamID (Click to retrieve): STEAM_0:0:640887622
Your Discord ID#: AutismCat7300
Reason for ban: RDM
Length of ban: Permanent, Banned since 05-04-2024
Reason for appeal (dispute/apology): Apology
Why should you be unbanned?
First i want to apologise for the trouble ive so often caused in this server. I was justifiably permabanned, my behavior was wrong and i kept repeating my behavior which already led to several bans and kicks in the past. But now its been almost a year and i think back fondly on my moments in MafiaRP, i think of the friends i made and the awesome roleplay scenarios i had, and how mafiarp provided an easy, accessible, engaging and fun roleplaying experience for me.
And i think back on how i broke rules for no real reason besides laughs and immaturity, but those laughs i had then and my behavior back then came at the expense of other people's experiences and it only brought harm. Now ive had such a long time away from gmod since i got banned, because i played most on mafiarp and after that i didnt have many servers to really find a similar experience at all.
And i realise how dumb it really was of me to behave that way, but not only that i realise how i just dont feel the need to break rules anymore. Back then i got bored or i wanted to spice things up by doing something dumb to get a reaction out of people, i behaved like a loser. But now i just want to experience the roleplay i enjoyed back then, make new friends and have fun again in this server.
To me roleplay is a way to express myself in a creative way, i act out scenarios in my head often and think of how i might be able to recreate that in a roleplay server, i get inspired by movies or shows or books and its part of the joy for me in roleplay, just the acting type of experience, the stories you're able to shape with others.
So what it comes down to is that i miss roleplaying with others, and no other server provided such an experience for me like mafiarp did. Id very much like to come back again, and just utilise this server for what its made for, before i got permabanned i saw something about a new map, im not up to date but if thats already out im very excited to explore it, it looked great and in general i look forward to just playing this game again.
Please give me this chance, though i may not deserve it cause of my foolishness, i understand if you dont. But if you do ill be truly grateful because you'll open the gates for me to roleplay again which is and always will be something i enjoy. Thank you regardless of what you choose, just for reading and giving me this opportunity to appeal.
